So I was beginning to feel better for about three weeks and then recently my luck turned. Not so sure what is going on at this point, but I feel about as lousy as I did at the onset of this acute attack. I’m kinda disappointed and my energy is lagging again, and I need to feel better for my social work practicum (just started on Monday). However, I might not feel better for a while or maybe this will be my new normal, which of course frightens me. So I’m facing the fact that I need to take everything slowly and deliberately, and it might be on a day-to-day basis (or even an hourly basis, as I struggled and learned at practicum on Monday). I’m always the optimist, so I’m thinking of a way to turn this disappointment around. I just can’t allow myself to think otherwise.
Hope you are feeling and coping well today.
Jen
